I AM AN IMMIGRANT. I was not born in the United States and I am not a US citizen. My family moved to the United States when I was 2 years old, so that my sister and I could have better opportunities. For years we were in the country illegally. Getting a green card is not as easy as it may seem, even back then. When I was in 4th grade we were deported out of the country. My entire family moved to Japan for a year while my parents worked diligently to sort out our paperwork. I had never been so scared in my entire life. The thought of possibly never returning to my home, my school, and my friends, was so terrifying, I cried myself to sleep almost every night that entire year. My roots are planted here, I was raised in the American culture, and I felt like an outsider in Japan. That year that I lived in Japan, I was grateful I got to connect with my origins, but it never really felt like home to me. And my heart was yearning to come back home.
Today I call Los Angeles my permanent residence. I have many friends from all different backgrounds- some who are also immigrants like I am. They come from various ethic and religious backgrounds and every day I learn so much from them. It is such a beautiful thing to be surrounded by diversity and I truly feel like it has made me a well rounded person. This is what my parents fought so hard for. This is why they brought us here in the first place. My heart goes out to anyone who is scared right now. I know what it feels like to not know if the place you love so much can be called home anymore. I know how terrifying it must be to not know what your future looks like. But I promise I will fight for you. I promise to speak up for you. There is no room for hate and intolerance in America.
To get informed and find out how you can help, please visit ACLU
Photos by Alex Perez
(Metallica Tee, Madewell jeans, faux fur coat c/o Sammy Dress, Timberland boots, Gucci belt)
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I don't live in the USA, Yucca but I totally understand how you feel. And please know that the whole World is shocked by the latest development in the USA. Be strong!
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I understand you,diversity is such a beautiful thing! We can learn so much more from diversity of people,different religions and cultures,if only people could accept that and see the beauty in it :) Love your outfit,specially the shirt since I'm fan of Metallica :)
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I love that black fur coat on you babe. You are so gorgeous! I totally agree that diversity is so important and I just hope that over the years more and more people will recognize and work towards that. Happy that you're calling LA home today! xo, sharon
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I couldn't say "I understand" because it never happened to me and I'm to see you feel home in Los Angeles! That's a great message! The photos and look are gorgeous!
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I'm so sorry, all these changes must be so difficult for you right now! Prayers are with you and your family - I'm sure whatever happens you will be okay <3 Ps. love you outfit too btw
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Thanks for sharing your story. It is what makes the US great. I'm sorry for all that is going on right now.
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Looking so fabulous! I love how you shared your story! Literally that is what makes us so great! I am so sorry for all that is going on right now! Sending you lots of good vibes!
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Thank you for sharing your story! I can't imagine how difficult it must be at the moment. My father's family came in France in the 60s to have a better life (they're from Africa) and I'm so grateful they fought. I was able to be born and raised in France, to get opportunities and to meet amazing people, because they wanted a better life for their son. x
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Thank you for sharing this, I understand how you feel. It is upsetting and infuriating, even enraging. I don't live in the US but I feel like the world is shifting into a negative space and hope that things better. I am so sorry you had to go through that, and as a third generation immigrant I can only sympathise with your pain but can empathise with how it feels to feel like you're suddenly not wanted anymore or seen as less than. Thank you for sharing, I found you on Bloglovin', I know this post isn't about your outfit but you are stunning xxx
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Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us and being so open. You are a beautiful writer -xo
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Thanks for sharing! I can't imagine how hard that must have been. I love this outfit though! That furry coat is killer!
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Thank you for sharing your story. That must have been really tough! My heart goes out to those affected by what has been going on lately. But this outfit is amazing! I love your t-shirt. And you are too cute in those braids!
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Such beautiful words. Seriously cannot believe we have to deal with issues like this in 2017..
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Love this post and your honesty! Very inspiring
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Thanks for sharing, and being so honest!!
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I'm an immigrant myself and this topic is very important to me not just because I'm an immigrant but also because we are all humans and we need to be there for each other... The world is definitely becoming scarier each day and it's up to us to make it better!
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Everything will get better! Loved your outfit and your fluffy coat! :)
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Lovely way to highlight the issue by sharing your story! America would be nothing without the hard work of immigrants, cultural diversity. In fact it wouldn't even exist without immigration and the founding of the country by immigrants! Xx
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Love hearing your story! It takes courage and strength to personally speak about your issue!
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U look so beautiful in that black fur coat hun !! Xo, Neha
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The world is looking on in shock hun at what is happening in the US. It's really feels like America took 10 steps backwards, thinking of you! xx
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This is such a wonderful message...thank you so much for sharing! Also I'm loving the outfit...such a pretty coat!
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My heart goes out to you hun, the whole world is shocked by what has happened,I am thinking of you lots xx
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<3 I loved that you wrote about this babe and I read what happened to your dad on FB. Wishing you the best of luck and hope it all gets worked out!!
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Great post. Thanks!
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Thank you for sharing your story! Unity is what the USA needs right now, not intolerance and walls. And on a lighter note, this look is absolutely perfect love the belt!
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Thank you so much for sharing your story, which is definitely important for everyone to read right now in this uncertain time. One of my best friends and her family had to wait over 10 years for their green card after moving to the states, which is such a crazy long time. I donate monthly to the ACLU and try to do my part to help others!
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It sure is, I was never really into politics but I def. try to stay as informed as possible now! I love this look, the fur is a perfect touch!
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What an amazing post Yuka! I can relate to this as I'm not originally from the states too though I very much assimilate with the american culture (going to an international school abroad didn't feel much different from an american school really). I think for people like us that went through everything (giving up a lot along the way) to call here our home is a blessing so I can imagine how difficult it is for people that due to certain ethnicity has that taken away from them. Thanks for sharing this as this post speaks volume in the blogging world :) xo~ Lena
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Hi there, this is my first time visiting your blog and I'm glad I stumbled upon it because this is such a powerful post. These are pretty heartbreaking and scary times, and I think there are some people that don't completely grasp that. There are also those who feel like they do not have anybody who understands their struggles and fears. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and for encouraging others to join you in supporting those who are most affected during this time.
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I agree with what you say, being immigrant is not bad, I think the problem are the politicians. I don't like Trump and I'm very sorry with having this president...
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Although I'm not from the US, nor an immigrant, this really got me teary eyed. I was born in Canada so I'm neighbouring to you and I feel your pain, especially since both of my parents were immigrants. They worked their asses off for our family to have a great life here. Immigrants are what make North America what it is today - we are thriving on every culture! I'm so happy to be in a place where diversity is celebrated every single day...it's sad what is happening in your country but don't let it tear you down. Trust me when I say the world is on your side! Btw, I LOVE the Tims <3
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I can't for the life of me imagine how this would feel. I mean, if someone was to say, Jenelle you have to go to Sweden, cause that is where your great grandfather came to Australia from, I would be lost. Even the fact that this is in question over there is insane. Thank you for sharing your story hun I hope that it brings you closer to a lot of people, if nothing else.
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This was such a beautifully written post. I am not an immigrant so I can't speak firsthand about how this feels but I can speak for the fact that I am absolutely heartbroken and incredibly fearful for some people in my life. I, like you, have friends who are immigrants or children of immigrants and the fear and pain is very real and very against everything this country is supposed to stand for.
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Thanks for sharing girl. I wake up and listen to the news and can't believe what is going on. It feels like we are not moving forward at all and its terrifying. Sigh all we can do is protest and fight for our rights and for what is right. Thanks for being so transparent and talking about what's really going on. Love this outfit though very Missy Elliot!
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